Taken together, the titles in the notebook testify to a great and fundamental confidence in bourgeois culture. I do not ever remember asking myself whether I should go beyond Kafka, Frisch, Johnson, Bachmann, and Lenz, and read experimental literature, literature in which I did not recognise the story or like

the fixity of the natural material world is the ground of the fixity of the social world. For liberalism, fixed and knowable nature guarantees hierarchical order and grounds representation and truth. – Dorothea Olkowski, Gilles Deleuze and the Ruin of Representation, Uni. of California Press, Los Angeles, 1999, p. 5 Since

I am perpetuating the misunderstanding. Continuing to misunderstand. Perhaps wilfully. A determined misunderstanding, then, in my position that the gallery, City Art Rooms, withdrew its support from my production of study for a passion [see previous post]. Young Han Sun, curator at CAR, in an e-mail circulated to parties directly

CITY ART ROOMS LAST NIGHT WITHDREW THEIR SUPPORT FOR study for a passion. THE SHOW, which was to have run from March 18 to 29, IS CANCELLED. further details will inevitably follow here – however contact me should you need more now.

– Jayne Hinds Bidaut (American b. 1965), Tadarida Brasiliensis (Mexican Freetail Bat), tintype, 14 x 11 one must fight by fair means or foul for the opportunity to do one’s best. There is no satisfaction in anything less. – Ralph Steiner (1899-1986)

We invoke Spes, the last goddess. You are the angels. Money from ticket sales to study for a passion feeds actors. We are not Hungerkuenstler.