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#370 Fernando Pessoa. . . The Book of Disquiet □ the ethics of representation. . . & cascade ■▣◼▪ ⚫ and Ahmet Hamdi Tanpınar @ The Time Regulation Institute

I never let my feelings know what I’m going to make them feel. I play with my sensations like a bored princess with her large, viciously agile cats. I slam doors within me where certain sensations were about to pass in order to be realized. I quickly clear their

Day 28 – September 28 2024 – Kuala Lumpur – کوالا لمڤور: Petronas – Waiheke Island

Egg, one of nine stations, including fresh juice bar, Malay, Chinese, Indian breakfasts, curries, salads, fresh roti, French toast, pastries, pickles, cold meats, kefir, coffee, choosing of course the Masala, Breakfast alone worth the 10 hour flight we were to undertake. And the Ritz-Carlton, J in Matthew Barney moment, We

Day 26-27 – September 26-27 2024 – Kuala Lumpur – کوالا لمڤور

the name meaning, the muddy confluence of the Gombak and Klang rivers. Where they meet called The River of Life: a name given by appointment by the government, it names the project to clean up the place where the rivers meet, from which کوالا لمڤور gets its name. A totally

Day 24-25 – September 24-25 2024 – Berlin: Hamburger Bahnhof, Phase Shifting Index; Contemporary Art; Sisyphos – ‘Stamboul to KL

Above, Joseph Beuys taught B’s father. Below, Mark Bradford, A host of theatrical attractions at the Hamburger, Maurizio Nannucci’s Idea, 1997 and Time, 1997, (a book cover for Bergson, Deleuze & Cinema?) Bruce Nauman’s Room With My Soul Left Out, Room That Does Not Care, 1984/2010

Day 23 – September 23 2024 – Berlin – Zehdenick

To Zehdenick by VW, where my brother and his partner have a wonderful project, a journey into the inner space that 150 years have carved out, Montag, draußen alles ist still … inside, blinds are rustling, people are peering out, perhaps the ones from that other country which as Anna Funder’

in the blink of an eye or, as Lahr to Orton, “an expert in your ear”

between two books, Walter Murch’s and John Lahr’s biography of Joe Orton (about which, here), that is where I’d situate the several poorly chosen and badly put words which reading about Blinklist elicits from me. Not even trying the app (I talk about apps, app being a

Day 22 – September 22 2024 – Berlin: Damiano Michieletto’s Messiah with Komische Oper at Tempelhof & plus some stops along the way

Flohmarkt, Boxhagener Platz, to the opera, air-filled bladders, sound baffles around the outside of the hangar-auditiorium, a kite-symbol and bush-symbol, the kite would be chased, its cruciform structure, and bush uprooted (not burst into flame–which’d be more fun), interval, no snaps during show, and into second half, curtain