#19 for a kind of record (to read in series)

XIX.Karen says Old History NowI only care about the present well three thingsat this timein this lightwe can sayin Deleuze on Foucault places things in reverse orderfriends dowe can say one can say it is said at this time to say on the limitof the sayableand in light of saying this in this lightI make a little poison to put infriends dothis chalicenot enough to kill to pass from my lipsto yours I slip a little innow a sipthese things through being said to sayto say this nowto see this nowto feel the poison take effecttake hold I make a problemthree partsI practicea charmhidden in a fold of skinhidden between your lipsa secret passed from one to anotherthe other’s small touch of madnessI am forced to write in secretCaetano said today Caetano saidthe most transgressiveyou can dois play quietlyforce public recoilin privatein private recoilfrom public sanctionI dreamt you’re a cunning man was repeated thriceyou’re a cunning manyou’re a cunning manyou’re a cunning manif you know so muchand bit off his lipswhy do you love me soam Inot difficult to lovethe turn the rest move away they turnto their backs I yell I feel the poison take effectdifficult to listenlovea very rich speculationfriendsto whom I can saythis is the timeand these are the stakes of the timetake this cup away